to you with love

[hodgo]

I regret it is all I want to say

I know I hurt you

I hate that I hurt you

I’ve never stopped thinking about it

5 long years

Would it have happened?

if I had never told her

Would things be different?

Would we still be?

Why would she betray me?

But I can’t blame her

I did it in the end

They were

my thoughts

My feelings

My words

That ended it in the end

They all said I was crazy

Damn they were right

He is perfect for you

You are perfect for me

Why couldn’t I see it?

I walked away from you

Biggest mistake I have ever done

Do you know that I cried when I broke your heart?

I cried myself to sleep for weeks

I was scared

Scared that you would hate me

Scared that I had done the wrong thing

Yet still we were friends

I prayed we would still be friends

And we were

Because you are perfect

Then you moved away

Bloody hell my heart broke that day

I remember the last things we did together

I remember the last car you were seen in

I remember your red hat

I remember your eyes

Those gorgeous blue eyes

I remember everything.

We still talked

Though we are a million miles away

Time went by I thought I was okay

A new boy came

I compared him to you

And then he went

That’s when I knew.

We sometimes flirted

We sometimes teased

You still wrote me songs

You still took my breath away

But it hurt so much

Because we could never be

We always dreamed about when we would see each other again

But it was always a dream

This whole time we kept our true feelings inside

I never told you

Cos I thought it would be too good to be true

You never told me

So now I don’t know

Now I don’t know how you feel?

Is there something deep inside?

I can only hope

Do you long for me?

as I long for you.

I can only hope

Or have you truly moved on?

Am I just a memory?

Cos I’m taking a huge step

I’m risking my whole heart

This is the scariest thing I will ever do

And I’m doing it all for you.

I cannot wait to see you

It’s been 5 long years but

Feels like a million

Yet only a few weeks to go

And I’ll be seeing you again

I will tell you I love you again.

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

I feel like im in your heart as your writing it. You can feel your emotions. Its sad but beautiful. Goodluck.

[agburns84]

Absolutely amazing, definitely one to remember for all those who truly believe at heart. Dreams can come true! I hope yours does too.

[hodgo]

thanks guys. means alot.