pumpkinmoon Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 Ok I went out tonight with some people from work, had quite a good time. By the end of the night none of us wanted to go home so we grabbed some supplies and went to the woods where we "camped". I just feel so crap now!!! When i was with the ex in the first stages of the relationship we used to stay out all night. We used to sleep in the car just so we could be together and tonight/this morning reminded me of that. I know none of you will be able to give advice on this I'm just rambling Just really miss him right now! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
postscript Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 Oh venting is good. It's why I first came to ena, and it helps so much to let it out. Just keep yourself occupied, that's the only way I deal with it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
orangesoda Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 no advice here, but when i first started seeing my ex, we spent hours in my car as well, usually kissing, and falling asleep, holding each other. it was, strangely, some of the best moments of my life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
npc24 Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 its ok shoe miss away just dont fall like i did tonight Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pumpkinmoon Posted May 11, 2008 Author Share Posted May 11, 2008 no advice here, but when i first started seeing my ex, we spent hours in my car as well, usually kissing, and falling asleep, holding each other. it was, strangely, some of the best moments of my life. hi orange thanks, they were some of the best times of my life too Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pumpkinmoon Posted May 11, 2008 Author Share Posted May 11, 2008 its ok shoe miss away just dont fall like i did tonight what doy uo mean don't fall npc? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
postscript Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 I hate dwelling on the memories. It's beautiful to have such fond memories of the people we love, but sometimes they hurt a lot. Every morning I turn on my computer, or I jump in my car, I get up and put the tv on, and something always reminds me of him. It still hurts. Seeing a photo of him on the fridge, seeing a folder on my computer with his name on it, everything hurts. They probably will for a very long time, as well; those little reminders. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
musashi Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 Shoe, I feel ya. When I go out and have fun with friends I hate coming home. Usually it will start to hit me on the drive back and by the time I walk in the door I am upset. It sucks coming home alone. Maybe I should get a dog? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
heavenearth Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 It will eventually heal, just realize what you're going through is normal. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
brian123 Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 i go out and have fun with friends. But I still dont have much drive to meet girls. I am not sure if it is a protective system within me, but idk if I am partly waiting for my ex to come back (even though i shouldnt) or what Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pumpkinmoon Posted May 11, 2008 Author Share Posted May 11, 2008 It wasn't so much the coming in, it was being out and about that time of the morning that made me miss him so much because the last time I was I ws with him. Well I did manage to get a few hours sleep when I got home and I have now woken up and as i sit here typing this I am becoming so utterly sick of this situation now its beyond belief!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Litgirl01 Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 Ughhhhhhhhhhh!! I'm sorry shoe!!! You had a good time last night which is GOOD!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pumpkinmoon Posted May 11, 2008 Author Share Posted May 11, 2008 Yeah it was pretty good last night Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JimmerJammer Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 theshoefairy, Glad to hear you've been getting out and having some fun! In a relationship or not or just broken up recently, it's still something that is just great to go do. We ultimately need to find thing for ourselves that we enjoy and have fun doing that help to identify the kind of person we are and when you end up with someone it's obvious you can't just go do whatever you want because well get used to doing things alone, but it does mean they can join you heh. It's tough when those things that you do on your own now are or were things that you did with your ex at the time. So while you're sitting there you may dwell on the past and think about the fact that you and your ex used to go out and do the very same thing, thus reminding you of them. It's hard to shake those memories, especially if you're trying to block them from your head and forget about them. One allows this stuff to affect them when they keep dwelling on the loss and it causes them to feel anxiety or hurt over that loss. Only you can really deal with it and allow yourself to let go. Brian123, I know what you mean. The last couple of times I've been out with some friends there have been girls giving me a lot of attention and showing quite a bit of interest. Just that given what I've been through with relationships, I'm mindful of the fact that I have no desire to be in casual relationships and so if I have the intent to be in a LTR that I need to figure out myself and get my life in order first. I can't expect to be much of a man until I do. That's the major reason why I don't do anything with these advances, that and I'm still getting over my ex. Although it should be noted that there's nothing I can do to get her back, I assume she doesn't want me back, but if she displayed a willingness to work on things between us then I'd be willing to give her that chance as that's all I would hope for. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pumpkinmoon Posted May 11, 2008 Author Share Posted May 11, 2008 aw thank you jimmerjammer. Im not one for casual realtionships either and although I would love to be with a special someone right now I am in no way healed enough or ready for a relationship as hard as it is to be alone Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Litgirl01 Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 aw thank you jimmerjammer. Im not one for casual realtionships either and although I would love to be with a special someone right now I am in no way healed enough or ready for a relationship as hard as it is to be alone Very Wise!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pumpkinmoon Posted May 11, 2008 Author Share Posted May 11, 2008 thank you litty xxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Litgirl01 Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 Welcome shoey pooey! LOL Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nola Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 Shoe, I feel ya. When I go out and have fun with friends I hate coming home. Usually it will start to hit me on the drive back and by the time I walk in the door I am upset. It sucks coming home alone. Maybe I should get a dog? A bit random, but a dog really does help. We have a Staffordshire Bull Terrier and shes so lovely to come home to. Shes always happy to see me and I know she will never let me down. You should consider it! Shoe, I know how you feel, everything I do reminds me of things I did with him. Im scared of going back out locally because we had all the same friends, everyone knows us as a couple, and if/when people ask what happened, its too awful to tell them. I dont think Im going to be good at helping people here cos Im too wrapped up in myself, but I want to try x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Litgirl01 Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 As soon as I get my own place, I want to get a dog!! I want a King Charles Cavalier Spaniel! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pumpkinmoon Posted May 11, 2008 Author Share Posted May 11, 2008 A bit random, but a dog really does help. We have a Staffordshire Bull Terrier and shes so lovely to come home to. Shes always happy to see me and I know she will never let me down. You should consider it! Shoe, I know how you feel, everything I do reminds me of things I did with him. Im scared of going back out locally because we had all the same friends, everyone knows us as a couple, and if/when people ask what happened, its too awful to tell them. I dont think Im going to be good at helping people here cos Im too wrapped up in myself, but I want to try x I'm sure you will be a massive help to people here I would love to get a dog but my mother wont allow it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Litgirl01 Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 Musashi REALLY needs a dog too!!! As long as it has good breath and doesn't snore...it's all good!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Litgirl01 Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 FAIRY IS LOOKING FOR A MAN - PM HER FOR A GOOD TIME!!!! image removed She's lovely!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pumpkinmoon Posted May 11, 2008 Author Share Posted May 11, 2008 LOL thank you lit Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Litgirl01 Posted May 11, 2008 Share Posted May 11, 2008 LOL thank you lit You are welcome hun! What are friends for??? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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