Diggitydave Posted April 20, 2008 Share Posted April 20, 2008 My youngest memory was you and mom fighting When did you think it was ok when i was crying Did i have to scream any louder to get you to stop Then you left, then called, and still yet, i sobbed You threatened to leave us and get your own place All i remember was tears on moms face The way you cornered her and made her freak I hate how im like you, i hate when you speak You never taught me the right thing to do You just yelled when i was wrong then yelled at mom too When we lived like slobs i cleaned up the piss my house is clean now, yours i don't miss You blamed my best friend for robbing our house You know he didn't do it, i kept silent like a mouse He was all I had and you took him away Not like I had a real home, just a house to stay Then you sent me away, tough love right God damn you i hate you so much You ruined my life and take no responsibility What the hell did I do to you anyway? You're not even worth this stupid poem anymore Damn you for making me turn out just like you When i hurt myself you blamed me and got mad, what's your damn problem anyway you narcisisstic bastards Can you say sorry just once? Is that too much to f**** ask Why is it my fault? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
barelyalive Posted April 20, 2008 Share Posted April 20, 2008 It's not your fault.....I understand your rage, your pain, your unanswered questions. And when I read your signature, I feel a sense of healing. So, to quote you: "you are special and precious and important" I have immense respect for your healing journey, and so many of us are right there with you, working through the same incredible pain. Love is greater than fear. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Angel_baby Posted April 22, 2008 Share Posted April 22, 2008 I just had to comment and say that I LOVED your poem. It's intense and filled with emotion. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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