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hey, haven't posted anything new in ages so heres another one about BPD - sorry its all so depressing lol, just really helps to get it out on paper!

Overgrown

At times like this, loneliness creeps up my back

This feeling tells me

That the worst is yet to come

 

Still alone, hopelessness crawls into my brain

Filling my mind with water

Poisoned and numbing

 

Unloved and deeply unwanted

Like a freak; disjointed from the world

And those closest to me are, in fact, not really there

 

This sense of worthlessness is now holding me

It melts over my skin, already branded with one name

Worthless; a word made just for me

 

Unknown; like the only person who ever cried

Never recognized

And never allied

All I can see are pity stares

And all I can feel is distance

 

Isolation watches my every move,

Holding me tight in its grip

I have been abandoned by everyone that I love

And those who haven’t left surely will soon

 

As I sit here; a crippled figure alone in the world

I wonder when the pain will cease

Until I realise

Whilst these feelings come and go

They are ultimately with me forever.

 

This BPD, in all its tragic form

Is really just loneliness,

Overgrown.

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