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My Fantasy, My Agony


elite867

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Sadness overwhelms me

Darkness consumes me

I appear to all as me, normal

If they could see inside, what would they see?

If they could hear inside, what would they hear?

 

In the depths of my soul,

I am crying out in pain,

In agony…

I long for him.

He who I do not know.

He who dwells in the furthest reaches of my heart.

 

Tears spring forth from my heart.

Can they see them?

My eyes are dry, yet I can feel my gentle sobs…

Do they know?

Can they feel my anguish?

My lonliness?

My emptiness…

 

Where are you, I scream!

Why are you not with me?

At night I suffer most, longing for his touch.

He who could make me tremble with his gaze.

I long to feel the tenderness of his lips

And the passion of his embrace

 

Hold me,

Love me,

Heal me.

 

Where are you my love?

Come to me and make me your own

Give yourself to me and take me.

Allow our skin to be our only barrier…

not this time and space which separates us now.

Fantasy from reality.

Dreams from consciousness.

 

You cannot come.

You cannot love me.

You are not real.

 

So I will sleep.

Forever, in my slumber, will I feel your touch.

I need you.

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