New poems.

[sarey]

I've done two new poems.

Here they are.

*Very 'depressing'*

 

Sitting here,

quietly still,

thinking,

ways to kill,

myself.

 

 

Being used,

as a punchbag,

day in and day out,

screaming the words,

echoing the shouts,

the cursing used,

just wishing, and wishing,

that I could get out.

 

 

It's gone, all of it,

everything failing,

moving, fidgeting,

all day long,

thinking about,

everything wrong.

 

 

Imagining my death,

in so many ways,

each and every one,

painful,

a slow kill.

 

 

Friends departing,

family fading,

dreams shattering,

thinking of ways,

of escaping.

 

 

Lying on my bed,

I toss, and I turn,

and I quickly learn,

that I have to be dead,

enough said.

 

 

I cut the skin,

I swollow the pills,

I grab the rope,

as I tightly feel,

the string around my neck,

I slowly slip,

into death.

 

 

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I'm screaming,

so loud it's deafening,

no one seems to be,

listening.

 

 

The tears are dropping,

hiding beneath my covers,

shutting my eyes tightly,

pretending not to be bothered.

 

 

Friends are leaving,

turning into my enemies,

screaming and yelling,

then leaving.

 

 

Heart shattered,

like a million pieces of glass,

I pick the glass up,

and the blood begins to drop.

 

 

Searching for the rope,

quickly grabbing it,

placing it around my neck,

tightly double knotting, and sliding away.

 

 

Eyes blood shot,

blackness appearing,

life fading,

death is now nearing.

 

 

Leaning against the wall,

slowly falling down onto the floor,

opening deaths door,

I don't breathe...

anymore...

 

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Ehm, yeah.

So.

Call me 'emo', call me 'depressed', whatever.

I don't really care lol.

This is just my way of expressing myself.

Just... letting it all out.

 

I would appreciate feedback though.

Constructive, honest feedback.