Taking Control

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

I will not let you walk all over me,

No this time you shall not win,

I will fight til i die,

If it means your torture will not begin.

 

You've taken to much of me,

And i let you,

Its sad i know,

But its so damn true.

 

I don't know why,

Your like my drug,

You make my highs,

But in reality you were just a common thug.

 

Don't think i don't know,

I'm not as stupid as you think,

But the day you took over,

Was the day my life began to sink.

 

You held this hand,

You touched my face,

Carressed my arms,

Said i was an angel fallen with grace.

 

Lies you told,

To get what you "need",

And when i wouldn't give in,

Upon my fear did you feed.

 

Now i was scared,

And sometimes still am,

I shall not let you in,

About you i won't give a damn.

 

I will fight with all my heart,

And hide my new found fear.

No one will ever see,

This last hidden tear.

 

I won't let you control me,

I will not let you win,

For once in my life,

I will fight you and your sin.

 

I won't fall apart,

I won't touch that blade,

I will be strong,

Until the pain starts to fade...

[tushboy]

Wow, wonderful words, touched my heart, echoed my sentiments. Brilliant.

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

Thankyou Kinda just written cuz i dunno i got fed up with being a toy. Everyone seems to see me as weak. Like they can walk all over me and i'm over it. I don't want that anymore.

[niczeegs]

I loved it!

[candidvibe]

It Sounds Like Someone Took Your Kindness For Being A Fool.

Good For You Too Teach Them The Difference. Keep Showing Your

Power,..its A Beautiful Thing When You Love Your Self Enough

To Be The Guideing Force In Your Own Life. ( Never Settle, Know Your Worth And Let It Shine ) !!

Keep Wrighting Theres Power In Your Pen Doll. I Loved It

 

Candid Vibe

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

Thanks guys It means alot to get these comments.