SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 1, 2007 Share Posted August 1, 2007 Well i know i effin screwed up, And yes it is all my fault. i am aware of that Just leave me alone. i am sorting it out the only way i know how to. And i am trying so just leave me alone ok! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 2, 2007 Author Share Posted August 2, 2007 Ok, alright day i guess. To much work though, It would be that bad if it wasnt for everyone pushing me. Im not going to be who you want me to be.I am me.Why cant you accecpt it? Or better yet, Accept me? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 4, 2007 Author Share Posted August 4, 2007 The words you say I'll never listen to Cause if I did I'd be just like you Cause you're my enemy and soon you're gonna see You gotta be yourself to be happy Cause you're not, you're not Fuct up visions in my head I'm a fuct up kid is what they said But at least I know all the things that I want And it's all the things I got Cause you're so quick to point the finger You act like your sh*t don't linger It feels good when you see someone else in a rut It gives you confidence it makes you happy but You're not, you're not Fuct up visions in my head I'm a fuct up kid is what they said But at least I know all the things that I want And it's all the things I got [bridge Cause you act as if you see my way But I know that you won't leave today Cause change is what you fear the most That the end is getting close And the end is getting close And the end is getting close Fuct up visions in my head I'm a fuct up kid is what they said But at least I know all the things that I want It's all the things I got Fuct up visions in my head I'm a fuct up kid is what they said But at least I know all the things that I want And it's all the things I got And it's all the things I got And it's all the things I got Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 4, 2007 Author Share Posted August 4, 2007 I am one of a kind, lol I get told to often. Oh we oh we oh I am a ambulance =] Ive had nothing to do today, well actually i did but i didnt want to do it, lol Ok thats enough for now. So long and good night Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 5, 2007 Author Share Posted August 5, 2007 Well well well What have we here? Pie? omg pie!! Yeah i agree.I need to get out more. Actually i need to say whats buggin me but i cant. there many things i need to say but i cant, it will hurt people, but its hurting me to....if it makes sense in anyway.... Ok well one of my friends keeps trying to tell me my sexuality. Another one is being a about me going away on holidays and my family going away on holidays And then i dont want to write more stuff now, it feel rude doing it, cause they wil magicly find out about this and go mental but its peeving me off and they need to back off O.o Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 6, 2007 Author Share Posted August 6, 2007 I felt sick.So i ate.Now i feel sick in a different way.Good going. I feel....sad. horrible word i know ~So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whooooah So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see I beg don't leave me~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 6, 2007 Author Share Posted August 6, 2007 Theres a change in the air.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 13, 2007 Author Share Posted August 13, 2007 No change yet dont want one now lol! I think i gave someone the worng impression....Again. I cant ever just be friends can i noooooooo, beeeeep Beeeep beep beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep Okay i feel a bit better now If i could chuck a million smilies in this, and mould them all toget, it would describe how im feeling.Kinda This one is very true. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 13, 2007 Author Share Posted August 13, 2007 And I don't think I am who you want me to be I'm sorry it took you this long just to see That I'm rolling and rolling around in my mind I hung you on a limb Made you bend over Backwards on a sin Quit crying on my shoulder There's nothing left to say We're beautiful garbage Throw it all away Wash you off in the shower Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 15, 2007 Author Share Posted August 15, 2007 Owww, ive been having chest pains today and yesterday Its not 24/7 but it hurts, i told my sister and she thinks its called my sternum[?] But no matter what its called, it hurts. Ill have to tell my parents, but then there will come the worrying.Bleh There was a robbery on our street.They stole a camera but not the charger so its not going to be to helphell, lol! Okay, ta for now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 21, 2007 Author Share Posted August 21, 2007 Well no i talked so much, i dont like talkinf about that stuff, but yes i talked for about a hour, filled out stuff, and the answer? Undecided I can either go to a doctor, keep going back to her, go to a councilour, etc But no i just want to be told what is wrong with me so i can fix it! I just want some one to tell me why i feel like this =[ And she keeps hurting me, And she doesnt realise!! I cant do anything and it hurts. Silence - The loudest type of suicide Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 22, 2007 Author Share Posted August 22, 2007 Okies so my parents feel the need to check on me through me friends! IM FINE!! Not really ,but they dont need to worry.After all.... "I'll be just fine, pretending i'm not", The Used Anyway im going to talk again, and i hate talking about it, but i want to get better so i guess its worth it right? Well big day tomorrow. Ta! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted August 28, 2007 Author Share Posted August 28, 2007 I havnt done anything wrong. why does she treat me like i have?! Im not lower than her, no-one is lower than anyone else. We are all the same but she doesnt treat me like that. After all im not me, im just a wated-rdown version of her Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted September 10, 2007 Author Share Posted September 10, 2007 Wow long time My head feels weird, like really weird. I coughing way to much, the medicine made it worse.im not even sick, stupid sugestion.... I dont know if its because i havnt eaten. Its not hunger in my belly. Its guilt from eating before. Gosh my head feels weird.... I give up with her. I Franking give up!! I tried, and she said she doesnt want to try anymore, so i gave up. now I'm the franking bad guy!!!! Serousily * * *! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted September 10, 2007 Author Share Posted September 10, 2007 Ok claps for me i ate a bowl of salad](*,) woohooooo Man she hurts me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted September 26, 2007 Author Share Posted September 26, 2007 I feel sick, Stupid canned food, Serousily. i dont know why i buy it. I'm happy. Havent thought about S.H in ages. Im happee to the maxxx about that. XD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted September 26, 2007 Author Share Posted September 26, 2007 Like wow. 'Someday I will walk away and say, You disappoint me' I will just you watch. Lots to say scince last time.Ill keep this short =] Eating has gone back to "normal" Chest infection gone =] Passsed school, kinda Tafe still bleh what else.......... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted September 29, 2007 Author Share Posted September 29, 2007 A year last monday, Forever Young. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted October 4, 2007 Author Share Posted October 4, 2007 Im sick of fighting for what is mine indentity. what a crap thing. Your either just a washed down version of someone else or a no-body i am both.simply. Im sick of being the special child. it sucks. theres nothing special about it. I was an individual. now i feel just like another midless clone. And now i have just written the most usless and boring post ever. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted November 14, 2007 Author Share Posted November 14, 2007 And my sister is leaving friday =[ She is the only sane one im going to miss her soo bad There is so much i just wanna say but i cant no matter how hard i try im sick of getting judged im sick of not getting a say im sick of trying to fit in im sick of not being able to be truley happy im sick of trying to ignore everytihng in my head And i cant really vent here because i dont know who will read it =[ -- I had the dream the other night I was my sister was kidnapped and we moved because we had to find her and we couldnt find her and i had to go to new school and i was so lonley i had no-one everyone hated me even tara didnt really like me =[ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted November 14, 2007 Author Share Posted November 14, 2007 It's over Look out below And I'm wasted I still taste it Yeah it's so hard to let go So breathe in now And breathe it out The forecast A car crash It's looking like another... Breakdown, rebound This could be my last goodbye You cross your heart, I hope to die And I can't deny your eyes You know I try to read between the lines I saw a warning sign And then you threw me up against the wall Who said that it's better to have loved and lost? I wish that I had never loved at all No rewinds No second times And I won't break I won't waste, everything you left behind So don't follow Just let it go The weather's, been better Don't let it be another... Breakdown, rebound This could be my last goodbye You cross your heart, I hope to die And I can't deny your eyes You know I try to read between the lines I saw a warning sign And then you threw me up against the wall Who said that it's better to have loved and lost? I wish that I had never loved at all All the nights you spent sitting nowhere out there on your own All the nights I waited by the phone when you were going in alone And all your different faces and all your different ways are making everything a mess And all I'm saying is that all your different places and all the complications led to this And I can't deny your eyes You know I try to read between the lines I saw a warning sign And then you threw me up against the wall Who said that it's better to have loved and lost? I wish that I had never loved And I can't deny your eyes You know I try to read between the lines I saw a warning sign And then you threw me up against the wall Who said that it's better to have loved and lost? I wish that I had never loved at all (Never loved at all) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkylinesTurnstiles Posted November 22, 2007 Author Share Posted November 22, 2007 Bleh. Yes, thats pretty much it right now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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