sarey Posted June 28, 2007 Share Posted June 28, 2007 Alcohol One sip, and another, leading to, my speech, it begins to stutter, the voices win, and I loose. Drinking, drinking, more and more, sinking, lower and lower, just like before. The taste is horrid, feeling like I'm going to be sick, I sit here, holding my stomach, head spinning, around and round, every little sound, pounds my head, any tiny thing that is said, echos throughout my brain, I think, how did I end up like this? drinking, cutting, overdosing, attempting to die, telling all these lies, why do I do this? how did I end up like this? I ask myself, over and over, and I never find out the answer... it remains unknown, and as I sit here alone, I remain thinking, pondering the question, again... and again... but the answer, I have never found... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Locke2121 Posted June 29, 2007 Share Posted June 29, 2007 Again....strangely compelling. Keep submitting this stuff to your teachers! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted June 29, 2007 Author Share Posted June 29, 2007 Make me, lol. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cimmie Posted June 29, 2007 Share Posted June 29, 2007 That's powerful Sarey. I hope you keep writing Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted June 29, 2007 Author Share Posted June 29, 2007 I shall, prepare for another soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Daddy Bear Posted June 29, 2007 Share Posted June 29, 2007 I think that anyone who gives alcohol to a suicidal teenager is a fool. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted June 29, 2007 Author Share Posted June 29, 2007 Well, my mum leaves her alcohol out. She doesn't know of my alcohol tendancies. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Daddy Bear Posted June 29, 2007 Share Posted June 29, 2007 In that case, you should know that alcohol only makes depression worse. "Alcohol is a depressant. People with depression shouldn't drink alcohol", says Sherry Rogers, MD, in her 1997 book on "Depression." She says that studies show that doctors miss diagnosing over 66% of the people who are depressed. Alcohol temporarily blunts the effects of stress hormones. It typically leaves you feeling worse than ever because it depresses the brain and nervous system. One study looked at people who consumed one drink a day. After three months abstinence, their scores on standard depression inventories improved. {The Brain, "You Can Control Your Emotional Wellness," USA WEEKEND, Jan. 3, 1999, Jim Thorton, health reporter} Google "depression and alcohol" for more information. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted June 29, 2007 Author Share Posted June 29, 2007 Erm, thanks for that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Daddy Bear Posted June 29, 2007 Share Posted June 29, 2007 In one ear and out the other, I'll bet. *sigh* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted June 29, 2007 Author Share Posted June 29, 2007 No... not really. Now I don't particularly want to finish of this bottle. Merely because if I do, I could maybe never wake up again... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HMBandana Posted July 16, 2007 Share Posted July 16, 2007 In one ear and out the other, I'll bet. *sigh* iawtc. lost cause. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted July 19, 2007 Author Share Posted July 19, 2007 meaning??? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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