sarey Posted May 16, 2007 Share Posted May 16, 2007 Last night, I cut my wrist, last night, I bled, last night, I hit a vein, last night, I went insane, last night, I cried buckets of tears, last night, I didn't fear, last night, I hurt so much, last night, I watched, the blood pump from my cut, hoping with some luck, I'll make that last slit, and bleed to death, last night, I failed to be, failed to suicide, once again, last night, I didn't succeed. Created on the 14th of May. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
girl friend Posted May 17, 2007 Share Posted May 17, 2007 Another stunning poem sarey. The emotions which you portray are clearly so real. I just wish you didn't have to go through this. Are you ok? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted May 17, 2007 Author Share Posted May 17, 2007 What did NoComply said? If it was anything to do with 'you are an attention seeking pyscho, go do it properley', oh don't worry, I will be doing it properley soon enough. Thankyou girl friend, and yeah, I guess I am ok. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
girl friend Posted May 17, 2007 Share Posted May 17, 2007 Just dont let comments like that get to you hun, theres a lot of people on here with their own problems, and who just can't understand yours. Don't do it kiddo. Please. If you do it, the self-injury has won. And what ever caused that. Everyone who's ever caused you pain in the past, has won. The talent displayed in y our poem/... you owe it to yourself to stay, to nurture those talents, to be something in the world one day. You're only 14 child, the later teen years were the best in my life! You get independence, you can chose what you study, you can live away from home, you really really can follow your dreams. Why not direct this energy to allowing that to happen one day. Without the past always following you. You can do it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted May 17, 2007 Author Share Posted May 17, 2007 Uhu... well, I don't know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
girl friend Posted May 17, 2007 Share Posted May 17, 2007 I think you'll be ok. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted May 17, 2007 Author Share Posted May 17, 2007 Yeah, other people think otherwise. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NoComply Posted May 18, 2007 Share Posted May 18, 2007 asif you took my post off!! shes only 14 she has NO reason to want to kill herself. do something with your life! dont waste it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted May 18, 2007 Author Share Posted May 18, 2007 little you know then. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
girl friend Posted May 18, 2007 Share Posted May 18, 2007 She's right, you don't know her. Some people have a bad time of live, why are you so aggressive about suicide/self-injury issues anyway NoComply? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Boughs Posted May 19, 2007 Share Posted May 19, 2007 keep your spirit high and overcome it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Miss Firecracker Posted May 19, 2007 Share Posted May 19, 2007 sarey, Why are you not talking to someone who loves you about this? I know there are lots of people here who care, but the only people who can really get something done for you are your parents. Any mother or father would go to the ends of the earth to prevent the suicide of a child. No matter how embarrassing you think it will be, they will stick by you. I have been through something similar with my son, and he had been afraid of telling us for a very long time. He thought we would disown him, never talk to him again. But guess what? Instead we got him to the best doctors around and he has moved back home with us and is doing just lovely now. Please ask for help, sarey. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
girl friend Posted May 19, 2007 Share Posted May 19, 2007 Thats right. Even if relations are strained between you and your family, it turns nature on its head when i child dies first. They will NEVER get over it. You are loved. Print of this post or your poem or something and mail it to them if you can't face telling them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted May 20, 2007 Author Share Posted May 20, 2007 *sigh* It's just a poem guys. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
girl friend Posted May 20, 2007 Share Posted May 20, 2007 You're right! We have dampened the mood haven't we. You're a good writer though, no doubt about that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted May 20, 2007 Author Share Posted May 20, 2007 A bit, yeah. But that's ok. I'll do a happy poem sometime soon. I think. >.> Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NoComply Posted May 22, 2007 Share Posted May 22, 2007 She's right, you don't know her. Some people have a bad time of live, why are you so aggressive about suicide/self-injury issues anyway NoComply? because i believe life is what you make it. everyone has the ability to do something, take a stand. i didnt have the easiest childhood, far from it. but i didnt turn to self harm, i didnt let it get to me. i took control of my own life and set things straight. there are other ways to go about things other than self harm, thats the quitters way out. so im sorry if i come accross as harsh with my views on self harm, but it is completely avoidable. people just need to believe in themselves and do something about their problems. nothing is without a solution Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarey Posted May 23, 2007 Author Share Posted May 23, 2007 excuse me? selfharm is a coping mechnism aswell as that it's addictive, i'm not continuing this post because i know i'll get banned for my swearing. LEAVE ME ALONE OK? IT'S MY THREADS, I DIDN'T MAKE MY LIFE LIKE THIS, SO SHUT UP! URGH. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
girl friend Posted May 23, 2007 Share Posted May 23, 2007 there are other ways to go about things other than self harm, thats the quitters way out. Dude you're being horrible. I dont know why some people get thru without turning to self-harm and others need self-harm. It could lie in what they've been through. So you've been through bad times. And maybe thats made you who you are today. I don't think its right to criticise people who have been through such pain in their lives that cutting is the only way to let the pain out. Can you even imagine how it must feel to rip at your own skin to survive. How intense those emotions are. How miserable and alone it must make cutters feel? And how much an effect on them your words might have? You can't possibly understand the pain that these people have gone through. IT IS NOT A QUITTERS WAY OUT. They're still here arent they? Trying to battle through life. Writing poems to express their feelings. Trying to break the cycle. Which as Sarey said is addictive. And one of the hardest battles you could ever fight. You dont understand how brave it is for cutters to even recognise it is a battle that needs fighting, and not resign themselves to accepting self-injury as a permenant part of their life. Think yourself lucky you've never been there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NoComply Posted May 23, 2007 Share Posted May 23, 2007 you wont change my opinions, sorry. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
girl friend Posted May 24, 2007 Share Posted May 24, 2007 You could at least keep an open mind Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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