You're there with her, at a New Years party at your brothers. She is in my spot. It didnt take you more than 2 weeks to move on and replace me after 8 years. I love you and I miss you. I am in agony just thinking of how you will probably spend the night together and maybe even have sex. I am dying inside, I cant focus on anything but the hope of getting you back. I feel betrayed, ugly, not good enough and worthless. Happy new year