its like i have thro it so many times with him dumping me i really don't feel like going thro it and its a waste of time cause its like now we r friends we r really close more then we was when we was dating so like whats the point of changing everything around again so that we can fight more and not be as close anymore like i was talking to his friend chris last night an dhe told me that joe is always talking about me and that he cares about me alot and thinks there is more then friendship between me and joe and i am like w/e there can't be he has a kid on the way form another girl and i helped him thro alot of stuff yeah but he has his own life and family and i am not going to stand in the way of that and i know he is going to try to come back and i am not going to let that happen cause i don't want to stand between him and his family and plus like his cozin's and stuff don't like me at all oh well i love him with all my heart but i douno i have never been able to say no to him and i know it is going to be hard it is just something i am going to have to stand up and face when he comes home ty for ur advice and feelings on how u felt when it happened to u