wildestkabs

Day 11 NC.

She won't be hearing from me, that's for damn sure.

Yup. Same here. She won't hear from me either. Day 9 NC.

Day 8 NC officially on the books.

Day 6 NC.

I do miss you but not as much. That's a great sign. Every day I feel a little better than the previous one and I am healing at a good pace. Hopefully, soon enough, I would be ready for a new relationship but will not rush into things.

Day 5 NC coming to a close. Still miss you.

Was contacted by someone today who wants to go out on another date. Am a little excited, though, since she is quite the hottie!

Oh well, just what I need in these trying times. Some hot company!

Day 3... I really really want to talk to him. Im missing him so much.

My thoughts exactly Kaylee. Hang in there. I know it hurts. Off to the gym now..

Day 4 NC.

Had a great chest workout today. Got on the elliptical and the treadmill for 10 minutes each as well. Have lost 13 lbs since the last time she saw me.

Really hope to lose another 10 - 15 lbs in the coming months and gain a few pounds of muscle. It's funny how the thought of the ex with the rebound gives me more strength to lift than any creatine ever would lol!

I keep expecting my phone to ring, or an email to appear. This is the longest we have ever been without communicating since I first met her

 

This is the hardest thing I have ever done. I want to break the NC and tell her that I still love her and want her, but I have done that already and it changed nothing.

 

She has to realise what I mean to her (if anything) and want to come back and talk to me. I can';t be just friends right now, and I think that's all she needs.

 

Feel like I have become a bit addicted to this site, and talking to some of the people on here, and wonder if I am using these communications to replace talking with her and whether that means I will ever be able to move on at this rate.

All of what you have said above is exactly how I feel about my situation...Word for word! Hang in there!

Day 2 NC.

You know I miss you a lot. It's funny that the long distance that created a problem for us, is no longer going to be a problem anymore, since within a few months, I would be less than 10 miles from where you live.

But you go enjoy your new relationship with that clown. I don't care for him but as long as you are happy, I am happy.

NC long and strong baby, long and strong!!

Officially day 1 of NC today.

I fell ya brother. Day 0, Hour 9 of NC. Yeah I blew it today cause of an accidental contact last night. Back to square 1... sigh

Yup brother, tough it is. Ex just called me, I did not answer..then, like an idiot, I called her back, she did not answer..

NC reset. Day 1 begins tomorrow..

Day 2 NC. Life is tough.

Day 1 of NC for me as well. Officially broke up on the 8th of June of this year. Completely devastated and the loneliness is killing me. Realized how much I loved her only after she told me she didn't want me anymore. All my fault.