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  1. TheJerseyKid
    Typically how it goes, lol, enjoy it man. Just keep in mind even though its been 8 months, its still really easy to fall into old habbits/routines. Just try and keep this go-around as fresh and exciting as possible, and hope shes as willing as you are to keep communication as open as you'd like, and you'll be fine.
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    See its funny to me you let her look through her phone. That has always been a huge boundry for me. I would find it totally unacceptable to catch my SO looking through my phone. I have nothing to hide as well, but to me it just says "I don't trust you". My most recent ex and I had this mutual understanding about not touching each others phones. I never asked who texted or called, and she would usually just volunteer the information without me even asking.
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    Hey dude, hang in there. I know the feeling of having your heart race every time you see a blinking message indicator on your phone or feel it vibrate. I was pretty much always like this for the first 40 or so days of NC until I started dating. Oddly enough after about 2 months NC was broken, we met up, had a few drinks, ended up having sex, but also communicated this was probably the last time we are going to have sex (we wanted to leave things on a good memory) and that we had pretty much given our relationship many chances and it's just not going to work out at this current time. Since then, the weird thing is, now that NC is kind of over (but we still don't talk much, or have any real hope at getting back together) I no longer expect it to be her when the phone goes off. I'm usually hopeful that it's one of the many girls I've been gaming lately, so that has helped take my mind off things a bit. You're still in the early days, man, hang in there. I've been thinking about telling my ex that I would love to be friends with her again in the future, but we need to go back into NC and REALLY get over each other before that can happen without emotional ruin.
  4. TheJerseyKid
    Just goes to show everyone, that once again, you can't "hope" or even really "try" for reconciliation all by yourself. There has to be 2 people making an effort, and for whatever reason, the other person only ever wants to make an effort when you show that you've finally given up on them... in your case, it came of the form of her finding out you now have an official GF. For your sake I hope shes not talking out of her ass just out of jealousy, though the way you have described it, I've got to say it does sound genuine. Good luck and keep us all posted obiv. and I will follow up with you in a few days.
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    I got multiple texts, a phone call, and invitation to hang out, and quite honestly, I feel like shes going to do everything in her power to get me to spend the night with her. I'm just gonna be real and be flat out to you all, hell YEAH I am going to sleep over if the offer is on the table, but I am going to make her work for it a bit. Sorry to mini-hijack your thread kid
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    Wow... was NOT expecting to read you post that, but congrats man I hope all works out. Interesting timing, my EX finally broke over 2 months of NC this afternoon and wants to meet up for drinks tomorrow night and was suggestive of me trying to get there earlier (presumably so we could spend more time together). I too have been dating, and while I'd be just fine with out my ex, and I am essentially "over" her, I'm just curious to see how its going to play out. I really hope in your situation that her changes are genuine, and you guys can continue working stuff out. And I totally know what you mean by either you have that physical connection or you don't, and in my experience, if its there, it's always been there from the start.
  7. TheJerseyKid
    Charlie Sheen just got dumped by Bree Olsen, one of his "goddesses"... does that still qualify as winning?
  8. TheJerseyKid
    I miss your boobs. They were perfect, literally. Shallow I know, but whatever.
  9. TheJerseyKid
    If that works for you, rock on man. I may actually start doing that, because I'm having the exact thoughts you are having, and I'm in Day 33- see what I mean? Good post.
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    Amen Stacy. I was under the false presumption that once I got a few weeks in, it would be easier, when in fact, I'm quite certain, at the 1ish month mark, it's actually harder. It's harder for me now rather than the first week because I had a feeling she might contact me in the first few weeks... that never happened, so now its like you say, just looking for ego validation. I feel like for all I know, she's been emotionally/physically cheating for months, and moved on without saying a word. The other times we split she always tossed bread crumbs if nothing else. Even though they were confusing at times, they did seem to soothe the ego a bit.
  11. TheJerseyKid
    It changes when I no longer care what she thinks. I don't "really" care what she thinks at this point, but I know if things don't go the way I want, I'll end up getting hurt. I can't reach out until I'm ready to hear "I never loved you, leave me alone i'm having sex" as a possible response. I like to prepare for the worst case scenario. By the time I get to that point, there's a good chance it wont even matter, because I could be into somebody new. In which case, I won't even reach out to her. I have the power back, when I no longer want her back. That's basically what I'm trying to say. edit: if you don't know my story, this is the 3rd time I've been dumped by her, in 2.5 years. That's why I'm content with never saying anything to her if she never reaches out. I've already given everything I could to this girl, if its not enough, its not enough. She's probably more at fault for this break up than I am. Shes the one that failed to communicate her feelings. I just CANT break NC this time around.
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    Day 32: Just wanted to give some inspiration to those just looking to do 30 days and contact your ex. I'm at 32 now, and neither of us have broken NC (unannounced). I plan on going until 1 of 2 things happen 1) I become fully healed, stop counting/caring, and move on or 2) If she initiates, and at that point I can handle LC. Worst case scenario, I move on and get better. Best case I move on and get better, and we work things out. Funny thing is, im not even 100% sold that I'd want to work things out. She'd have to change a bunch of things and express to me wanting to fix the things that went wrong. If she thinks I'm the only one that had to change- she's very mistaken. I know how well I treated her, and the type of connection we had. If I stick to NC hard and never break it, she WILL reach out to me eventually, and she probably won't come right out and say she wants me back, but I know she will be interested in catching up. Just stick with it guys/gals, don't give in to the temptation, and when you've made it as far as I have, it's all the more reason to not break it. If I were to contact her tonight, she would think "Gee, I can disappear for a month, and he'll STILL be chasing me." I need to prove to her that this is not true.
  13. TheJerseyKid
    Day 30... now what? 30 more...
  14. TheJerseyKid
    Post this in a new topic on its own, more people need to see this.
  15. TheJerseyKid
    Day 19.. i think, there abouts anyway. Starting to get over the initial hard "2-3 week" hump. Thoughts of her today at work were down to literally under 2-3, and I worked 9.5 hours! Probably because it was a very busy day and I had a lot to do, but even when I was busy recently I've still thought about her, today I can say I barely have for some reason. Feels great to be back at the gym for the first time in 7 months, its only been a week, but I'm already starting to feel and see results as my initial gains should be pretty big due to muscle memory and previous training. As far as wanting to contact her? I can honestly say I don't want to. Sure, my ego feels a little neglected, but I think every once in a while it's good to feel the "sting" or the lonely side of being single. Keeps me human, and will allow me to appreciate even more my next love.
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