DaniKla1984

I have not experienced youth at all. Maybe That's why I yearn these things but I don't want to give the wrong impression and people think that I am a totally different person than I am. It was just a desire expression. Maybe I must simply take what I can get.

No. I don't want to parade her around. Don't think I am a frivolous man that only wants a prize woman to boast off. It is just that there are so many things that i didn't experience.

I would be happy if only my libido were lower but it is overwhelmingly high. Like a volcano inside me. I resist because I have a good self control but most of time I struggle to hide it from other people's sight. And masturbation doesn't seem to work anymore.

I must confess something. Maybe it is because when I was a teenager and a young adult I was never with with a woman with the same age. I, now, long for the touch, the contact of a younger woman. I never had that. I want to know what is it like to be with a young woman before my own youth ends. Maybe a great love come to any age as you say but When I see younger women my heart melts with desire. But I know for sure that now they are almost unattainable. And well maybe I am too ambitious but I would like to spend an important amount of time enjoying the relationship. Let's suppose that I meet her in my 60s and I live till 80 lets suppose. Only 20 years. It seems to me too little for the time I've been waiting. I know that quality is the most important thing in a relationship and not quantity, but as I said, maybe I am too ambitious.

But I agree that There are way more opportunities being out there interacting with people and having a positive mindset. I apologize if I made you angry.

I am sorry. Sometimes, I consider many different ideas and I go with the flow. But it is a thing that I do without even realize. I hope you don't get angry with me.

I agree. Maybe our lives are shaped by random things. But we are not used to thinking that way and we want to build interpretations, signals, tendencies, destiny etc just to not accept the random nature of life.

What I fear the most is the time that will take. Maybe I will be an old man when I meet a woman. Well. It is what it is.

When I talked about dating game i was talking about all the process of meeting new people, make contact with potential partners, see who shares your values and views, talk to them and being accepted. It seems such a hard task.

Thanks for your time and attention. I much appreciate your words. Thanks again and have a lovely life.

Hahaha. Good joke.

Yes. Good years went by. But In those years I was struggling with anxiety and depression and my father also had health issues.

It's true. There were good years but since at least 4 years we are in a huge crisis. And this doesn't seem to get better. So if I wait till things get better I will be 50 and then it will be even harder to find someone. And I don't want to wait because I fear that if get older I will begin to have health issues.

I have my own house.

Here in my country there is a massive economic crisis and there is no job. It is really tough to find a job.